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Sunday, May 30, 2004 @ 8:45 AM a new day, a new start... yay!! i'll be goin Genting in the afternoon!! n i'm sure it willl be damn fun!! argh..dad is back...chiaoz@ 0 shouts. Saturday, May 29, 2004 @ 5:41 PM i m deeply hurt... i cant believe those hurtful words my dad jz said to me.... 'u r a stupid, useless, good for nutttin' it made me felt as if no 1 actually wants my existence on this earth... maybe its true... argh~ my bulging eyes is hurting *.* cant really open my eyes... bro jz fixed my discman ! sony rox!! amazingly, that old..antique..10 year old junk is actually still workin.. after fixing it 4 like an hour or two.. YAy! my life wud be nuttin without music...i nvr listen to music while studying.. coz i tot i wud ended up singin ...haha... i guess i was wrong...so so wrong... altho i stilll sing.. erm.. nvm..=s (wut the hell m i sayin here?!) a cuz of mine from taiping got a 1million worth schorlarship to do medicine. CRAP! parents r puttin more pressure on me again. dunno y.. im not in the mood to write anything..i'll jz hope that the trip to genting will cheer me up a lil 0 shouts. Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @ 10:39 PM i can consider these two days of mine the most carefree day of my life. i skipped school without my parents knowing for the first time.. but it was a one hell of a great experience. yesterday... got up earlier than usual to pack my bag.. but there isnt a single exercise book in it..=p. i took a pair of jeans, a shirt, two pairs of slippers, my wallet... i was kinda scared actually... nvr done such a thing b4 in my life. i cudnt sleep.. n woke up extra early... quite abnormal lar. Then, we reached skool. we used the other road to tmn jaya.. jz incase if anyone sees us.. n thank god no one did!!=) i cud feel the tension in me... afraid that sumtin bad might happen. we did invite the gang, but at last it was jz the both of us.. thian n i, to begin this journey to freedom!!=D both of us squeezed into a booth in the toilet of d LRT station at tmn jaya. n we took bout 10 mins to finish changin.. haha (soory to the woman who waited outside of our booth, i knew she was quite 'urgent' n need to use the toilet very badly.. but... sum times we must be a lil selfish lar...*feels sorry*) then there we went, to KL central...tgt we searched for the locker... it was stil quite early for us to go anywhere.. so we ended up walkin at that place for like..15 mins? i, the hungry pig, had a bowl of keuey tiow t'ng at a coffe shop nearby(n it was quite goood... cept the part where thian found a dead insect in it:S).... argh...feelin sleepy lar...better go sleep.. continue tomolo!!so good nite to u all out there!! 0 shouts. Monday, May 24, 2004 @ 10:44 PM time flies... people change... includin myself... maybe tzyy was right all along... jz feeling disappointed...well, nuttin can done its too late... 0 shouts. Sunday, May 23, 2004 @ 10:00 AM the maid is getting on nerves!! argh~... it may seem its jz a small matter.. but she's treatin me like HER maid now... haha thanks to my dad!!! he told her to teach me to do stuff... n now she's IS really makin me do stuff... where as in front of my dad.. she's DOIn EVERythin HERseLF.. FAKER!!! (ar.. ppl say i m over reactin.. but this is wut blog is for rite?!;) to bleah everythin out...) stupid bro.. whole life scold me stupid.. F*ck U BAST*RD~! think u r damn smart.. dun care next time in future must achieve a much better success than him ARR!!!! forget all of these shits lar...let's tok bout church:) altho yesterday wud be my last visit to RLC... but it was worth it.. kryz won her thingie n became a star***!! not only that. she won herself an IPAC!! wOW.. damn jealous la.. but she really deserves it.. her gollum n smeagal act was really good..n quite meaningful actually.. MAN thanks kell for comin!! n peRng too!! thanks for the ride.. all the way from church to tmn bahagia.. then to tmn tun.. then to subang... then back to his place.. i wonder how much petrol he has to waste...ARR!!! thanks man!! kell! thanks for ur company 2!! or i might actually die of boredom there.... aRR:S..hehe went joggin this mornin... i love the mornin breeze...very coolin n soothing... but i had to wake up on 7!! suppose to meet peeps there.. but they din reply me.. so i jz assume they din go lar..:P.. sorry.. if they actually went lar.. paiseh paiseh... this is how my day begun... full of anger... but over small matter...=s 0 shouts. Friday, May 21, 2004 @ 1:25 AM 1:25AM says my clock... m i was suppose o be in bed.. but yet i m here.. jz dunno why.. hehehehe....i guess the main reason is i dun need to go skul tomolo..=) it's teacher's DAY exam is approachin us soon.. but i have not make any effort to study... god help!! aiya study tomolo lar...=) 4 periods of relief today....wut a waste of time at skul...no lim ykm, no bro jo...but at least for the first time my life i get to see a guy got RAPED by a bunch of GUYS!! guys of 5s4.. hehehe..jiaheng is the leader OFCOURSE!! hehe.. n many bystanders beside jh who started pulling poor chindian's shirt n pants off... hehehe... once in a life time opportunity... MUST SEE!! hehe.... n im glad i did!:) oh its already passed 12... happy b'day harold!! haha had a great chat with kell bout stuff.. n cartoons!..kinda miss my childhood... carefree n no worries.. then we started singin hakuna matata!~!~ till yx got a lil irritated... haha not only yx.. i guess the sky too!! it started rainin.. but not those cats n dogs rain lar..( u noe wut i mean);) well, since i dunno wut to blog this time.. i guess i wud like to take this wonderful opportunity to thank my dad - the greatest dad on earth. ... feeling kinda sleepy rite now.. so i think i will the rest of the part for the next time lar...=P seriously sien... oh ok.. let me list down wut have i eaten today..hmm for breakfast:one egg, one nyonya kuih, a cup of juice,n (how can i forget) SWEET POTATO...*shrugs* then lunch: a couple of digestive biscuits n a cup of incommix 3 in 1 coffee, a few pieces of bagua..=P dinner: the best meal of the day! eRm... rice, peas, chicken, fishy but the best part was the gravy of the chicken!! yum yum!!=) ok.. now the clock says 1:36AM... i better i head to bed now.. chiaoz! nitez everyone! 0 shouts. Tuesday, May 18, 2004 @ 10:32 PM first of all, i wud like to apologize for all of the typos n grammar mistakes i have made... or if i have hurt any one's feelings...plz do forgive me.... well i guess u guyz can see that i m very mou liu at the moment... 3 posts in not more than an hour... dunno y, i suddenly have this fever for bloggin.. i guess it really does help to make u feel better... thatz wut i think=) 0 shouts. @ 10:06 PM it seems like i m becomin more n more sensitive by the day.. sensitive over stupid stuff which i shudnt have... n overeacted over small probs... man~i m turning into a b*tch...argh stop it j! well, thian looked happier for these few days..d trip to genting with her was fun..altho it was kinda tiring.. shoppin with her was g8.. hope she had as much fun as i did:) had dinner with her parents.. they ordered tons of food... including 'ham yu fa lam po', my all time favourite... man~ there goes my dieting plan for not eating oily stuff or even meat for the whole week..=p...but it was worth it=D.. thank u thian's parents for their generous hospitality. (her mom actually handed me 3 pieces or big prawns! i had to remove the shell of the prawn n that is the main reason y i dun like to eat prawn.. but other than that.. i enjoy prawn pretty much=)yummy~) there goes another weekend of mine!=) 0 shouts. @ 9:51 PM im beginning to feel tired of living.. wutz the point of living anyway?... u will still die one day... n we must leave our loved ones.. isnt that worse? 0 shouts. Sunday, May 16, 2004 @ 1:19 AM hehe Nabe yaki udon was greaT~~ aww man!! i love JAPANESE FOOD MAN~... but the bowl was as big as m head.. damn.. i cant belif i actually stuffed it all into my stomach...^^"...needta exercise again....:S...i guess there is a price to pay for eatin so much... 
u will see jamie at the kiara park tomolo at 7am!! =) that is if i can wake up...haha 0 shouts. Saturday, May 15, 2004 @ 2:14 PM so nice of tian an to offer me a ride to the RLC AGAIN! i noe the last time i caused him some trouble, i so think i better not take his invite.. i can go actually but..na...dun think i wanna waste my time there.. coz i noe i wont haf fun... thankx dude! 0 shouts. @ 1:57 PM i really regret promising other ppl to do sumtin that i dun want to do..n the bad part is.. promises cannot be taken back.. damn..shudnt have promised kryz bout church.. i have no interest in it.. and i find it borin.. mayb thatz becoz no one there i noe.. cept cow.. n the church is f*ing far!! my dad wont wanna bring me there lar!plus we are not christians.. plz stop askin me to go!! plz!! i'll just go there n support if u r performin.. other than that.. i dun think i'll be goin... so so sorry... 0 shouts. Friday, May 14, 2004 @ 10:52 PM havin to see a fren of urs suffer is unbearable... thian, who sacrificed everything for him, not only she got nuttin back in return.. she had to suffer such nightmare... sun is now worse than an animal... some one who is cold blooded, doesnt care bout wut other ppl think... n worst of all... his temper...i cant belif he actually whacked his sister till she had to admit hospital..wOw, amazing.. n his dad can actually call the police to catch him to the police station.. thian sed his dad is far more worse than her mom... immediately, i went speechless yet i feel thian is over reactin... but it is not for me to say that.. coz i m not her.. i dunno how she feels... i wish i cud share my thoughts with some one.. but i guess i jz cant... bee ling sed i was a good fren... i doubt the fact of it lar.. a fren.. is sum1 who is alwiz by ur side not matter what.. but when she is in deep confusion.. all i did was just standing beside her.. n sed nuttin... n on the other hand bee came up with the most comforting words... i feel so useless... i cant belif myself for sayin she's a lousy fren...selfish.. but when it comes to all these probs... she can handle it lo... at least 10x better than me... i m a piece of shit fren lar... over n over again i repeat the same phrase... 'dun lidat lar. what is done is done, just be strong..'etc. Crap lar... j u r useless man!! poor thian, her mom discovered the 'secret' phone of hers... all this while, her mom has been very strict on her.. i think strict is not the proper word... i shall say the most unreasonable person i have ever met..(cept my bro..he's the champion of rights, n i bet no one can beat him) for goodness sake, she's already 17!! n yet she treats her like a five year old kiddo...i cant belif thian's mom actually used the hanger to whack her.. from 10 pm till 1 am... ouch... when i heard that, my heart sored instantly... i feel i'm far more luckier than her... i din know kell also suffers the same nightmare.. i din know how to react when i heard it from her... i jz.... life is so unfair.. life is nvr fair.. 0 shouts. Thursday, May 13, 2004 @ 4:00 PM man.. i really admire thian's love for sun...despite wut he is doin to her now.... her love for him never changed... he's a bastard.. seriously cant him!! the way he treated thian.. it's so unfair for her...he wasnt a good bf... he din care how she felt.. or how she thought... n he can jz say nuttin n ask her not to bug him anymore.. how irresponsible can i guy get nowadays... well jz hope thian will be happy... i want to see her smile more often.. take care dear friend~ 0 shouts. Wednesday, May 12, 2004 @ 10:45 PM it's kell's big day today!!i had lots of great plans and surprises for her... but i blew it up... haha.. first.. by telling wut i gave her coz me n my big fat mouth accidentally slipped it out without intention... then stupid sheng, so smart of him to leave the book in his drawer... then kam tong wished her happy birthday... i m damn lousy lar.. i can't belif myself for ruining it... =( well.. she expected most of the stuff lar... hehe=).. hopes she'z happy.. i tried to cover up yesterday when i blurted out that the prez was a shirt.. hehe.. i used the MNg to 'teng ju', i hope all this while she was expecting the MNG shirt.. then at least i wont feel so stupid lar..=P hehe... HAPPY birthday KelZ! p.s. oh yea.... makin the card/ book was a silly decision.. but hope u will like it...;) 0 shouts. Saturday, May 08, 2004 @ 1:11 PM hey blog.... i miss u.. soree for not blogging after so long... today wasn't my day.. stupid election day... i m a person who really hates being accused for doing sumtin that have not done!! seriously hate it.. but i jz accuse sum1 today.. without any evidence or wut so ever... feel like a bitch... i saw the look in his ees... i know he...not only he... his frens too.. will hate me from now onwards... ARG!! i will nvr wanna place a step in the library any more.... i wanna avoid them... dun want to see their evil stare... i hate it... still rmb there was once i was being accused for scolding a senior....WHICH i did noT!! stupid idiot... that was wut i called him.. so at last.. every1 hated me.... that feeling sucks... it seriously does.... haih... sorry yea... i really hope i cud take back those words... 0 shouts. |