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Thursday, January 01, 2004 @ 4:56 PM ooOoo yesterday was among my best day in my holiday.... wel.. yean ling n kell have decided to come out n celebrate my bday with me=) yippee.!!! coz my bday itslef was reayll sucky.... sigh... so i really looked forward to this ... i followed mom to pantai for her radio therapy. for the first time i saw my mom naked.after her operation for her breast cancer.. it was.... quite awful when i saw..(i dunno how to describe the situatio) but all these while she had been smiling... she faced it with full of courage and ont the other hand.... n ignored her totally.. i din console her.. i din take good care of her while she's not well... hiaz... wut kind of daughter m i....i really regretted for wut i have done....for all my life.. i nvr seen my mom being so optimistic.... i feel happy for her.. really... god bless her.. i reached mid valley at 10.30.. n the place was already filled with ppl.. probablu shoppin for the upcoming ew year... i wondered around mid valley...looking for the shirt my dad bought me from hush puppies... i cant belif myself for leaving the shirt at langkawi... n i think the shirt wasnt cheap.. i have to find it back!!! it was the most expensive n precious thing my dad ever bought me..... since young... my dad nvr buy me stuff that he consider it useless.. or maybe he din want me to b spoilt..igh... i went to both hush puppies store in mid valley n i cudnt find it... shit!.... how ler?!? he will definitely be mad if he noes i left it there.. haiz.. but wut is done is done... i guess he has to noe it sooner or later.... perhaps... o shud juz tell him?!?! or just let him noe bout it himself lar.=)... after like dunno how long... at last.. yean ling came... oOooo she's wearing the top that kell told me the other day...NICE...very mature. well shoppin with her was definitely fun!! we actually share the same taste on clothings!!oooOooo we saw mel mel in vincci shop ... normally ppl wud say hi when they see their frenz but.... me n yeanz decided to run away...AHAHAHAH dunno y wor.. i feell very malu to see ppl in shoppin centres.. unless those very 'suk' ones lar... we walked every floor liao.. but that kelly wong kerly still isnt there yet!!1 where the hell is she?!?! everthing went perfectly until we came to Nose.. the shoe shop... (not ur nose definitely!!) i was lookin at some of the shoes.. suddenly yeanz tapped on my shoulder n told me to look who's behind her... SHIT....bloody shit.. juz wut i had alwiz 'wanted' to.... to meet ppl i dun feel like meeting at Mv... i saw pooi yeen!! then a bitchy stucked up girl whom i nvr met b4...there was a girl bending down.... trying on some shoes... i tot it was mel mel for sure... so.. i went... 'HELLLLOOOO!!! ME...............'... then lucinda's head looked up. n she saw me!! double SHIT!! i sed hi o her unwillingly but i din show it out......oooo n i guess wut!?!? she was like.... oh hi.... n she looked away!!! how rude of her!!! immediatley i cud feel my face blushing frantically .. AWW... i wanted to ran out of the shopn hide myself in a corner...well..yeanz stopped me of course... juz to prevend us fromm getting more 'yu'! haiz....hafta payin lucinda paid for her shoes... we bumped to each other again... but this time..s he ignored us delibrately!! bloody slut... i looked from her back... looking at her slutty out fit... a really tight fittin spagetti stripe which was quite low cut.... short hot pants!! well honestly she looked fantastic in it.... BUT SHE CANT JUZ DELIBRATELY IGNORE ME... after all.. we were once frenz n often hang out tgt durin form two...ok from now onwards... i wont consider her as a fren anymore.....NEVER........oops.... i sounded so evil..ehheheh...hmmmm now to think of it....wut jiaheng like bout her actually??!?!?definitely not her attitude....grr...!!haiz... so we ended up at sushi king eating sushi.... hehe...eating sushi was really fun!! altho i have already consumed one pint of baskin robbin's peppermint n peanut butter n chocolate n one chawa mushi n niku noodle from teppanyaki!man ..after the sushis... my stomach was goin to burst!!! i swear!!when we were at FOS.... at last kell came n joined us..N SHE BOUGHT ME A BATH GEL WORTH 75BUCKS!!!.... y so expensive wor!!! next year hafta buy bigger present lioa!!! but the bath gel was fragrant..especially the peach flavoured one=)...i felt so baddie lar.... hehe so i decided to buy her the singlet she was unable to decide over the red colour banana shirt...hahha......at that time ireally hope she din see it... thatnk god i bought it without her knowledge... of course.. i did it with yeanz help!!=).. i noe kelly was doing sumtin fishy... so hahahah... i kept sayin that i was full... i guess that din help... but I WAS SERIOUSLY FULL LAR<....at secret recipe..i saw yean ling hitting at kell's elbow.... hahahimmediately i noe sumtin was definitely wrong...but i juz diam diam.. not nice to ruin a surprise rite?!?...... thanx alot man..... well i reaLLy hope she din noe bout me stuffin the singlet into her plastic bag=).... but the cake was really thoughtful....=D i luv it... after all of the stuff i have consumed...i got 2kg heavier...dammn!!! but at least i had the time of my life....with my pals... except BOBo after i went home....bobo called no long after i took my bath...she was like...ARRR how come u all go out today i duuno wan...wanna go out agian tomolo?!?!.. n i was like... wUT??!?!siao meh!??.....but she's really a great pal man.. i guess she got me a present...coz she told me the present gonna fa mei lioa if i dun get it soon..ahahah..wut a joker..... n all this while she had been callin my old hp number...thatz y she cudnt contact me...= /.... 0 shouts. |