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Tuesday, December 30, 2003 @ 11:23 PM good morning jamie=) thank god my dad's not in. at last i can dig out some time to write. hmm...first time writing. i woke up this morning at 10. surprisingly my dad din scold me, but he gave me a sarcastic greeting. but who cares.. i juz ignored it.i had a really weird dream last nite. hahah i dreamt of my evil neighbour as my dog.... haha sounds unbelievable...but i did...>=) . ...... listening to 1000 oceans while writing is really sad, it kinda made me cry. sum times i feel... . 1000 oceans by tori amos is kell's favourite. some how, sumtin tells me that this song is singin bout her misery.it is just so insensitive of me for not knowing that kell n sean have juz broken up.she called me last nite, maybe she wanted to tok bout it, but i cudnt sense it. this morning when i on my phone.... i saw her message.... i really feel like kickin myself, bang my head against the wall. .......sigh.... wut a best fren.... my instinct told me to pick the phone n ring her...but i dun have th guts to do so. y m i such a chicken??!?!?but at last i did...but her bro sed she was stil sleeping wor..... haiz, but i juz wanna let her noe that..... as long as she feels comfortable with it.... i will b happy for her=).... n hope the separation is for the better.... 0 shouts. |